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Thursday, July 9, 2009
"Ode to an Unrequited love"
You are the song in my day 'cause I'll never sing a note,
wont you sing me to sleep, I'm on the verge of tearing
Why can't I lie here, and never want to let this go
You are my light dear, but our moon is growing dim tonight
Unclench your fists, let go of me and take back what you can
And I'll be back someday
to pick up all the pieces
that I made with the tiny little heart you gave me
I didn't know we could feel so much and fall so hard
After all this time, I'm sorry we fell apart
Show me the way from your heart, I can't do it all myself
I will leave while you sleep, and hope you dream of me
Before I knew, all that I would take from you
I meant every word, all those words, were made because of you
And I'll be back someday
to pick up all the pieces
that I made with the tiny little heart you gave me
I didn't know we could feel so much and fall so hard
After all this time, I'm sorry we fell apart
You don't need to win this fight
There's no way I can make this right
You were the best damn thing I'll ever give my heart away to
Don't, don't lose sight of your beautiful light
And I'll be back someday
to pick up all the pieces
that I made with the tiny little heart you gave me
I didn't know we could feel so much and fall so hard
After all this time, I'm sorry we fell apart
wont you sing me to sleep, I'm on the verge of tearing
Why can't I lie here, and never want to let this go
You are my light dear, but our moon is growing dim tonight
Unclench your fists, let go of me and take back what you can
And I'll be back someday
to pick up all the pieces
that I made with the tiny little heart you gave me
I didn't know we could feel so much and fall so hard
After all this time, I'm sorry we fell apart
Show me the way from your heart, I can't do it all myself
I will leave while you sleep, and hope you dream of me
Before I knew, all that I would take from you
I meant every word, all those words, were made because of you
And I'll be back someday
to pick up all the pieces
that I made with the tiny little heart you gave me
I didn't know we could feel so much and fall so hard
After all this time, I'm sorry we fell apart
You don't need to win this fight
There's no way I can make this right
You were the best damn thing I'll ever give my heart away to
Don't, don't lose sight of your beautiful light
And I'll be back someday
to pick up all the pieces
that I made with the tiny little heart you gave me
I didn't know we could feel so much and fall so hard
After all this time, I'm sorry we fell apart
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
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Friday, April 10, 2009
i refuse to be tainted.
I am not sure if that is even possible, though.
We will always be tainted and influenced by our given circumstances, but it doesn't have to ultimately define who we become.
I don't believe in blood relatives anymore. Blood has been nothing but a shackle not something that defines family and similar beliefs and morals. There shouldn't be any correlation between blood and family simply because you can't chose these people. They might as well be strangers. That's what it feels like sometimes. That's what family evolves into with time. Just like friendships and relationships, a family can grow apart as well. Why rule that out? It's all the same in the end.
I won't be tainted anymore. I won't expect anything anymore. I won't assume, discuss or try to understand anymore. Not with people. We are the most complex creatures for a reason. What gives us the arrogance to presume that we can attempt to understand another human being? We're always compelled to, though. It helps us believe that we, ourselves, can be understood.
The way I see it, it's a catch 22. We strive to be understood but fail to understand someone else. Will we ever completely get it? Will we want to? Will the fight be worth it?
What would we do with such knowledge?
I am not sure if that is even possible, though.
We will always be tainted and influenced by our given circumstances, but it doesn't have to ultimately define who we become.
I don't believe in blood relatives anymore. Blood has been nothing but a shackle not something that defines family and similar beliefs and morals. There shouldn't be any correlation between blood and family simply because you can't chose these people. They might as well be strangers. That's what it feels like sometimes. That's what family evolves into with time. Just like friendships and relationships, a family can grow apart as well. Why rule that out? It's all the same in the end.
I won't be tainted anymore. I won't expect anything anymore. I won't assume, discuss or try to understand anymore. Not with people. We are the most complex creatures for a reason. What gives us the arrogance to presume that we can attempt to understand another human being? We're always compelled to, though. It helps us believe that we, ourselves, can be understood.
The way I see it, it's a catch 22. We strive to be understood but fail to understand someone else. Will we ever completely get it? Will we want to? Will the fight be worth it?
What would we do with such knowledge?
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